Terror of God

What will happen if on the one we belief will become a terrorist or say create a terror? Have you ever imagined the terror of God? Do ever thought that god can also create terror? You all are thinking that I'm insane.. what the hell I'm writing but have you ever thought that you all are worshipping the god only because of terror. Let me give you some facts related to it.

You all are worshipping god in somehow directly or indirectly. Consider the case here of direct ones. Let's talk about hindu religion we use to say 33 crore devi devta, in that you go to some temple. Let's talk of some famous temple "vaishno devi" one of the teerthistal, and from there at some height is the temple of  bhairo baba and what people use to say that if you don't go to bhairo baba temple and only go to vaishno devi temple then your wish doesn't come true. Do you think that god will consider that ki nahi ap humare yha bhi aao warna hum apse baat nhi krege yeh toh whi baat hui ki shaadi mein gye aur pure time fufaji ko mnate rahe.

Let's take another example take of any temple of Lord Ram, you will find the statue of lord sita lord lakshman with them. Take an example of Lord Shiva you will find the statue of lord nandi lord ganesh lord karthike, and if you don't pray to all then you will get sin. It's like buy one get one offer if you believe in one then you have to believe in all.

It's not in hindu religion only it's in all go in Ajmer sharif dargah, people say at least give 500 note to god go for big chadar what god is doing with that money and if god need the money then why you are asking him again for money it's like today god is poor he needs money and other day you need money and you are asking him with interest.

Don't believe in anything just because people saying or ant sant saying just believe in yourself if someday god just start to come at your home then you will start to shut your door like some relatives use to come. Believe but not disbelieve. God never create terror in you its you only who creates the terror in name of god. 

First trek Triund

Working from last one year in MNC. It's not easy to go with the flow. You have to take a round trips to almost weekend so you can start your work from Monday mornings and keep that energy save for next weekend. I'm living in Gurgaon came 4june2017 from my hometown. I still have that homesickness but yes I have overcome a lot only by traveling and exploring.
When the third weekend came after settling my some of the stuff and finding a new place to live in have started my very first journey. A trip to Mcleodganj, Triund Trek. The place has scenic views just giving a calm to your eyes and your mind.
I started my journey after Friday office going back to Noida from Gurgaon at my cousin's place. And from there we have to head with some of his office colleagues to maju kaTeelaa from where we get the bus. The trip started with most of its amazing views and by morning 11 we reached Dharamshala. And after one more hour, we are at mcleodganj. Looking kids going to school. Sellers selling fruits and corns. Many more tourists bike riders group it's just making more enthusiast what this place has more to show. We stayed at the hotel and view from hotel amazing. I can see the mountain covered with clouds and see the top where we have to go tomorrow for trekking. I sat in the balcony and found some time with me.
After taking a shower we all headed for sight seeings. We started with a famous waterfall bhagsunag and next headed to shiva's cafe. And after exploring to local market we get back to our rooms and the party began.
The next morning at 6 we were out at balcony as one don't want to miss the sunrise. And by 7 we all were ready as we need to catch our guide for the triund trek. By 8 the journey begins. The first 3 km its literally hard then at some point you will try to give up. But after the check point, the trail is easy. You can see the nature playing around. Suddenly you see the fog and within sec there is nothing. You can also surround with Unexpected waterfall but you will find some maggie point which you want to have @50rs but at a time it worth and you will know the reason why once you go there. When i reached the top i found the journey the path that I took it's worth. My eyes was wide open and it was like is all this real, but yes it was. After calming myself from the excitment I took out a pen and paper and wrote one thing "It's just started, many more to come".
We stayed in camp under the stars, sky. Crazy people moving around you, playing their sound tracks and there you get some time for yourself just capturing all single moments not from the camera but from heart too.
Next day we came down from the hill and after taking lunch and exploring to some more shops and finding some monks at dalailama monastery. We took the bus back and headed back to delhi. It's Monday morning, again back to the office.
More you travel more you find yourself. Ready for the next trip. Go ahead it's never too late.

At base camp after all treking

Colorful camps

Khachar to carry loads

View from balcony

Nature at its glimpse

One with Monk

Me

One with temple

You have to save yourself from rain and wants look cute.

Mandatory maggie at evvery top of hill

Monastery at mcleodganj

Happy Teacher's Day

Happy Teacher's day to all for teaching directly or indirectly the most important lessons of life and making it easy to live happily.
Starting from family for teaching that no matter what ups n down come into your life we are always with you and you can do it.
All school teachers and one of my favourite chemistry teacher Ajita mam and and Nazim sir for his "2 shabd".. School days are always precious no matter how much you grow up.
There are some teachers because of them our life has some precious memorable moments and some weird moments but now when you look at past it seems all funny. Thanks to Fr. Joseph.
Thanks to my best friend for teaching me life biggest lesson "Never expect anything from others, the more you expect more it hurts".
I don't have remember any teacher from college expect "UPS" uday pratap singh because of his teaching and scolding me "aj phir late ayi ho papa bhi late aye hoge " and "Chota don urf D.K mishra sir".. I know that you should respect teachers and don't give this stupid name but we still respect you sir.
But i got some good mentors from college one of the best thing happen in college. My favourite senior Vishwas sir because of him I'm living happily in delhi his words "Agar tu delhi mein reh legi phr kahi bhi reh sakti". And thank you for tolerating my sometimes stupid ideas and thanks for guiding me and motivating me on mondays.
Thanks to my office colleagues Abhishek and Anshul for helping me and guiding me how to tackle with manager and Team lead and saving me from doing more stupidity. And site friend Karthik who always save me and helps me "screen show ho rhi na".
Thanks to relative for not trusting me i guess because of them i accepted challenge and now I'm here.
A special thanks to all cousins who guided and shared their experiences Gyanu, Pali di, Piyush, Lucky bhai.
A special thanks to Ram for always being there with me supporting and trusting on me that yes I'm doing good and can do best.
Thanks to Divya for giving me make-up tips and special thanks to shweta for singing with me love you zindagi and saying yes all thing gonna be good. 
Last but not least Savita for helping me to improve my english but it wont't i guess and for being with me its good that i had read your diary that day.
Thanks to life for giving me best experiences and best people.

Chocos at my desk

Working in MNC and Chocs at my desk is so common like using your common sense. Yes we don't need any reason. Past one year working in amdocs just every second day getting the mail. Please pass by desk and have some sweets.
No matter what, sweets are compulsory whether you want or not. Occasion you are getting promotion, mata raani ka prasad, baba bholenath k darshan, Got engaged, shaadi ho gyi, bacha ho gya sweets khalo sometimes i think that someday there will be sweets at my desk mail for occasion someone is dead.
Sometimes here you don't even need the reason for giving sweets just say "Bhai ka mann". Coming from home is also the reason for sweets seriously doesn't even making some sense. And people also distribute sweets because of some other person like sweets at my desk occasion Sister's marriage occasion mama ban gya, massi ban gyi..
No matter you want to give sweets to people or not sometimes we have the occasion too for sweets and we say ki cut gya aj tera because you don't want to entertain people with chocos and with some stupid reason that congratulations you have spend one year and many more to come or purchased new car now think first you buy car then you are giving chocolate and you know that you don't have the petrol to go back to home and the car that you purchased is from monthly EMI..
 But I found something good too sharing and caring, sharing and bonding the more you share the more people you have at lunch.
The best reason of sweet @my desk here is, back from site.
By the way competition is here also tough if someone is bringing rasmalai then you have to milk cake and then kaju barfi and with that you have to bring namkeen too as there are many health consious people and you can't be partial with them.
Sometimes I think if people don't share these little happiness with others then there will be no more happiness in campus and its so boring to see people dull face just because of monday.
By the way its tuesday please have some chocolates @desk 1B-071 occasion of writing this blog.

Suhana Mausam

AAj bhut baarish ho rhi hai gurgaon mein and mein apni desk par bethi hoon window se bahar dekh rhi jise dekh bus kuch purani yaade taaza ho gyi.. sayad 2 saal se nhi bheegi hoon baarish mein ajkl dekhne ko hi nhi milti aur jb bheegne jao baarish tbtk baarish hi band.. 

Office mein agal wagal ajeebo garib logo ko dekh kr kbhi kbhi daya aati aur aaj kuch jyada hi ki itna acha mausam ho rakha bicharo ko kaam karna padd ra aur aj toh extra thanks to delhi traffic and drainage jisne almost road block kr diya so sab office mein beth kar aur jyada kaam krege and increasing the productivity which is directly proportional to hike and promotions as this is the month of july. By the way aj hi ek  mail bhi aya hai sweets at my desk ka got promotion. Waise daya toh mujhe khud par bhi aa rhi ki itne ache mausam mein bhi bethi hoon yha khi ja nhi pa rhi ghumne.. 

Kitna change aa gya hai life mein school time mein baarish hoti thi toh school nhi jate thei college time mein baarish hui toh mass bunk karke ghumne nikal jate thei.. aur office time mein bus ek chai pine chle jate hai.. Ghumne jana bhi ho toh sick leave maarke khi nikl jao ya min 2 months pehle leave approval ka mail daalo ki hume leave chaiye leave..

Khair jane do ab baarish rukh gyi hai ap log ghar mein bethe ho pakore bhajiye ka luft lo aur mein chlti hoon meeting attend krne..

Yeh baarish bhi rukh jayegi..

yeh shaam bhi chli jayegi..

Bag pack karo aur nikal jao 

Yeh zindagi dobara nhi ayegi

Dear Papa

Dear papa,
I love you the more than anything else in the world. I am missing you and don't know the reason it's 1:27AM and I know you were sleeping that's why I'm not calling or may be the reason that you will think that I'm not happy here. I realized on 10th September when I have cried whole night just because I was missing you, I wanted to call you badly but I can't make out because I knew somewhere you will also started. I have seen that hidden tears in your eyes that day when first time I was coming to Gurgaon for job and that time you kissed on my forehead I wanted to hug you that time but that barrier had stopped me to do so. I know you also missed me a lot because it's me who ask to you ki kahi Khane chalte meko bhukh lg rahi at late night and it was me who use to say soda pine chalte paan khake aate, bike mein chlayugi. Mein hoon kaafi jiddi but theek hai maan bhi jati jaldi. Aj jab Ghar se Bahar hoon toh samajh ata Ghar kise kehte.. ap humesa ki Khana nhi Khana toh mat Khao bachat hogi but ap hi jgate thei ki Khana khao.. aj koi nhi puchta ki Khana khaya ya nhi so bus kha leti hoon ki agar galti se pucha ki Kya khaya toh Kya kahugi and I know ki ap Bina bole smjh jate... mein apki nhi bol payugi ki I love you but I love you more and mein chahti Hoon ki ek Baar hum sab log Kahi trip par chale please plan krlo na... miss u
Thank you for always being there with me. thank you bike chlana sikhane k liye and thank you for most important thing ki life mein chalna sikhane k liye...
And ap investment kum Kiya karo company ko duba dete.. luv u papa miss u.. 

nawabo k seher

finally I m going to Bhopal that too alone .. I'm so excited it's not because I'm going to meet my friends it's because one of my wish of traveling alone to some place and then hangout with ur friends is going to come true.
Bhopal nawabo ka seher.. although Bhopal is not my first time bt although I'm feeling good.
Sir u remember in one of my blog I have defined ur journey and this time it's mine and I think u should go out at new year bt yes I can't force u.
The journey is always fun. One person got to train and he want to go to nizamudin and he asked someone that this train is going to Delhi and people are so stupid he said yes to him and that person then ask later to other "Delhi kB ayega" then all said ki ulta ja Rahe ab wapas 600 km Jana then dad suggest him to take another train from Datia.
so now come back I'm in samta express as it is winter time so train is 2hr late and I'm sitting at window seat and out I can see the sunset . I can see the shadow of train ohh one train passed and u always thought ki samne wali train ki speed apne se jyada ha..
Thinking to stand on the gate of the train then thinking why to take risk as I can't write blog comfortably while standing ..
I don't know about Bhopal a lot but heard many things about it. I just want to see the dil of Bhopal.
I have read somewhere "agr kisi seher ko kareb se Janna ha toh uska local market, street food try karo" so now I'm going to try it's local flavour yes I will try paan too.. nawabo ke seher Jaa Rahe Hoon paan toh banta ha hehe u can say hooka bhi try karo bt no I hate it.
happy journey to me.. may I found some peace too up to my next journey atleast....

Bday girl have fun..

Happy birthday chamariya :P. live long, enjoy every moment of life to fullest.. All your dreams may come true.
So finally i am writing about you now smile.
From where should i start to write about, Is it from the day when i have read your diary without permission or from the day when i have said you movie dekhi ha kya "break k baad" or from some where else..
You are the most amazing, crazy, sensitive girl i have ever seen. Still remember jab school mein bajrang dal wale aaye thei and woh pathar feke ja rahe thei school building par and yha hum frends tujhe rokk rahe thei ki beta na ja ladai na kar aur lol kya moment tha..
Remeber the hyderabad trip.. sala sabse jyada ghumna apan ko hi hota and phr jo daat khayi and then rote hue dance krna haha
Tre baare mein kch bhi likh loon kum hi ha...
Today i'm able to write its just because of you. Your writings have always motivated me yes but not your english hehe.
Tere jaise pagal and daring girl ko ajtk ni dekha logo ko bhga bhi sakti ha hats off to you. You are so good by nature and loyal friend. Your best quality is you are loyal in every relationship and have strong will power.
  I still remember when you have said "mein humesa se hi mehkna chahti hoon".

I don't remember ki hum kitni khurafatii krte but we enjoy each and every moment and we make every moment.

But i never understand why u hate my sleep waisehi badi muskil se need ati and tu alag uthane aa jati..

Hum bhale hi 1-2 month tak baat na kare but we still know the bond of our friendship is stronger and chahe jitna bhi gussa krle ek dusre ko chamati kuti nalayak kch bhi bol le but hum whi kamine dost ha jo saath rahege.

I still remember ki bus ek dursre ki company enjoy k liye and saath mein maggi khane k liye tu stairs se gir bhi jati ha and phr meri jarurat hoti ha na ki doctor ki nalayak.. but i care for u more ..

You will always remain my forever maggi, aee sala song wali frend... luv u girl and miss u.. tre bina pagalpanti mein bhi pagalpan nhi...

And yes kuch kaam hum seedhe kar hi nhi sakte... all the best to u and your new bacha lol

stranger isn't strange!

hum time paas karne k liye kya kuch nhi krte. kabhi time paas ho bhi jata kabhi nhi bhi.

But sabse jyada problem aati time paas karne mein when u have to sit idle and wait for others or to travel alone by a train long journey ..

Is it that easy? May be if you have a smart phone and having 90% charge. But what if you have no mobile or have mobile but not that charge.

I always like to have to talk to strangers when i used to travel alone although it is very rare but still i can manage.

I remember, last to last week when i had gone with my brother for his exam and i have to wait for him till he come out exhausted.. hehe.. I was thinking there i have to wait for 3 hr what to do now.

But as you know India is a place where all social animal live and we find relations so easily no matter how aap kitne duur k ristedar ho. Beside me three peoples were talking and i was reading the book. After some time we all started to talk together.

Engineering life ka ek funda ha sabse baat karo jo na kare usse bhaad mein jane do..

so ap abhi job kar rahe i asked 

yes 

from which college he asked 

mits

 my brother is also in same college

(really duniya gol ha and bhut choti ha)

Then we talked a lot about engineering life to game of thrones from hostler life to fun day.Then my brother came and i say him a good bye.

But what if i haven't talk to the stranger. there is no more good memory added to my life and no new experience.

Sometimes talking to stranger refreshes your mood and you never know which stranger is going to be your future partner too.. haha

Really journey is long if you travel alone but its get easy if you find some stranger to walk along.
At present we talks lot but still strange to each other...
My name is Don and your
Mona darling
mona bulayu ya darling .... haha

Average life span

Yesterday i was talking to my sir and i asked sir " sir how you come to know that you want to do this job only of software developing".

He replied "just give me an answer ".

yes

What is the average life span of a people?

Around 60 year .

Yes, and if we consider people doing graduate they have the age around 20-22.

Yes

So it means ONE-THIRD of the life is already gone. And if you don't know till now what you are going to do, then its worth to live.

This is just the discussion we are doing but i found this is the priceless statement. If we talk about our country, India, it has a population of 1.252 billion people and among these, population of youth in India, is 365 million which is the world largest population of youth that too in India. Does this mean we should have to be feel proud like "yeah we are atleast first in something" if you think like this then its all crab and bullshit. With a huge population of India, have you ever recognize where you stand in this figure. Does you have ever thought of only what you are doing in life and what you want to do??

If we look ourselves we find out we have so much of our dreams to fulfill but we don't know exactly how to do it and from where to start. 

There are some who are confused till now what to do in life. 

If you recall yourself you will find out what you want to do in life and how you want to do. Just take a pen and a paper and write down the things that you want to do in life i'm sure you will then realize what is the things that are most important to you and when its need to be complete. 

Many people use to say i just want to earn money. It's OK all want to earn i would like to ask to them that after 20 year ok you want 2 crore in hand, do you ever make out the plan from where you are going to earn this amount of money. 

The imaginary world is too different then the practical life.  So just start to think what you want in life where you see yourself after 10 year or 5 year? And there is never too late until you are not going to start.

kaash...

kaash aisa hota.. kaash waisa hota.. kaash yeh hota hi nhi aur yeh kaash shabd kbhi zindagi mein aata hi nhi...

hum apni life mein kitni saari cheezo se bandhe hue ha, kitna kch life mein hum krna chahte kbhi yeh kbhi woh.. and life k har moment ko jeena chahte iss sharth pr ki dono muthi mein  sab kch ho..

sayad humne kabhi ek muthi se lena toh ek muthi se dena seekha hi nhi tha...

aksar yuhhi hum bethe bethe past mein chle jate and sochte ki kash aisa hua nhi hota kash woh pal nhi aya hi nhi hota... uss kaash mein bhi hum kitni aashayein dekhte... kaash yeh pal thum jaye...kaash uss pal ko mein dobara jee loon.. and kaash woh pal kabhi aata hi nhi...

kyu hum uss kaash k baare mein itna sochte jo ho gya, jise hum change nhi kr sakte... kyu hum humesa uss past mein jeete jisme kabhi khuch nhi hota ....

kaash kaash krte hue sayad yeh pal bhi chla jaye .. use pehle ki ap again kaash karo better ki humesa khud se kaho ki yess mne yeh bhi krliya wajeh uske ki kaash aisa na hua hota...

zindagi ha, bhut kaash dhikhayegi isse acha aap kuch zindagi ko dhikhado...

-aakar yuhh mujhse puchti meri taqdeer bta kya likhu usme mne muskrakr kha jo likha ha mita de hum apni taqdeer khud bnana seekh gye ha.....

It's your day..

Happy birthday to the most amazing and fearful shouting girl i have ever seen.. :) happy birthday divya, may god bless you and you get all success in your life..
D-desi
I-indian
V-velle
Y-yaar
A-angrezin
(haha kuch bhi)
When the first time i saw you i find you the simple pretty girl who only knows two words "f**k you" haha... When the bond of our friendship grown then i realized you are the girl who use to say truth to the people and because of only this peoples hate u haha but its their problem... not ur...
I used to remember the trips that we have together so what if it is of 1 day but its always cheerful.
I still remember the day at fest "aurora" and after that our late night drives and that fucking people who gives us a damn look and we used to look each other what the wrong has been??
And the days working in "HUM" unforgettable moments and the only time when our bond of friendship got strong.. and i still remember how u use to shout on me for all single things even its my fault or not because you knows well that you only find me with whom u can be as u are
.. hehe
I know while reading this you might feel senti but don't be because i still have your crying videos.. hehe wish i can make again while ur reading this blog.
You have a spirit to say to people what is wrong and right. and the way u shouted that day on juniors is really appreciable.. uss senior ki bichari sitti pitti gulll haha..

We have spend a lot of time together whether its a exam time study or class bunking or tapre ki coffee or my first try to chicken, or the tigra trip or splash or its my makeup time or the coaching time..these r all those moments which we have shared together and made a good memories.
I know my english is very bad i hope you get all this and my pronunciation too worst.. but i knw tu sikha degi angrezin :P
And haan khana kha lena.. warna koi bura maan jayega hehe
luv u babes.. love the way you are..   

Good Bye..

From 2-3 days i'm thinking why good bye are always harder to say... Still thinking of it about the reason but i don't found any...
We met different people in our way and daily we find new experiences. At some way we find attached to them. But later when its comes to say a good bye then we find it most difficult word to say and most typical situation to face up....
I still think of when i found myself struck in situation when my friend was going to leave the city and i came to meet him, at that moment i found its so difficult to say a bye.
You always know that you will remain in contact but still there is a feeling of living alone...
I use to think if we people has to go on then why they used to come in life, than i use to think of a situation when these people came in my life and make my memories colourful...
People use to come in life and always play their role and moves on and play their best role its depend on us how we tackle the situation.
Now i'm living my college life and some of my school friends have move on to different cities and from some no more in contact, same is going to with college friends too, but i have to be prepared for that time.. its never too late. Thinking ki mre kch ache seniors sir , mam bhi chle jayege.. but i'm happy ki kch ache moments deke jayege ... haha
I had read somewhere in a book that "bye" feels like "going forever" and i found it somehow true so i use to say mostly "cyaa" and it makes me feel "we will meet up soon" and it brings a smile on my face.
But still i found it difficult to say but i have to be prepared for it... good bye may not be that easy but they are not that difficult too....
I hope that from next time when people use to wave hand and say a good bye i take in positive manner and say okz i'm going to come at your place.

baarish ki boondh..

Baarish ha khayalon mein sab dhul jayega....

baarish ki boond, geeli mitti ki fragrance, thandi hawa, aasmaan mein lightning.. kya yhi ha baarish ya kuch aur....

I am sitting on my chair typing on lapi, headphone plugin listening to Fm and song is "jo bheji thi dua woh jaake aasman se yun takra gyi ki aa gyi laut ke sadaa.... perfect moment to capture..

I am looking towards sky and found that there is no stars today i love stars but i love rain also..all things cant possible at one moment... either i can choose stars or rain..

Life is also full of choices but not possible to have all the things in life at same moment

baarish kisi k liye khushiyan laati kisi k liye new experiences. small kids humesa boats bnate and chai chapak chai krte nazar aate and whi couples can found out making luv..and singles enjoying raining or introspection  .....

rain always bring smiles on faces ... and you always found yourself thinking about one special person and thinking about some particular moments and you used to find yourself struck in past...

Yeh baarish kuch der ki tham jayegi aur  khushiyan de jayegi... iss umeed mein ki wapas ayegi... kal ka aasma saaf hoga ek new umeed leke ayega ki aj phr koi ajnabi se mulaqat ho jayegi... kl kya hoga nhi jaanti pr aaj yeh baarish aise hi ni jane de sakti iss baarish k saath saare purane gum bhula dugi iss umeed mein ki kal k liye bhi jageh chaiye dil mein.....

hoping ki baarish sabke faces par muskaan laye... han kch logo ko baarish se nafrat bhi hai... but i hope ki unn sabko bhi baarish se pyaar ho jaye....

rain rain come again ...

you brings smile in every face...

happy rose day..

Happy Rose day to all mingles, and happy sunday for all singles..
 as we are celebrating valentine's week.. do you all really think its only for mingles????.. what if some are singles or say 90% of engineers are single...
i am thinking of the first rose that i have got but not on rose day its on my birthday.. I use to think that this valentine week is only the celebration weeks why people not use to celebrate the whole year if they love someone.
Celebrating just one day is bullshit if you can't celebrate the whole year.. or i think its the only day that you should not celebrate .. Really and i can give you the reason too and the main reason is, in india , you can easily caught by the bajrang dal ....
People use to find love another crab if you use to find love than you can never get love..
Chasing the things never let you close to them they get harder to catch ...
If you want to love someone or loved by someone just first love yourself.. Love the way you are..
There is no one else who can love you more except you.. once you started to love yourself you can find your love too.. celebrating the whole year or just one day choice will always be yours but thinking about your single and watching love birds is not bad enough...
Go ahead and tell yourself how much you love.. and than tell those people by whom you get love..
Life is too short.. try to express yourself and your love and care to them..

happy birthday

Happy birthday amaan.. may you live long. You get all success in your life.
I know you don't celebrate your birthday, but i hope you have enjoyed the day.
Amaan i can still write on you endlessly.. words may become less to define you..
You know what is the speciality about you is you can't speak lie.. I am amazed to see that tujhe aaj bhi jhut bolna nhi ata. haha.. han ab jarurat bhi nhi okz..
The best thing about you is you are loyal towards relations.
In seven years of friendship i have learn many thing from you and the best is not to expect from others..
you are the person whose life is mysterious... i use to think that yes i know about you almost but a sudden wave comes and it proves me wrong, and i found out yes there is more to know about him.. haha amaan really its true....
I still remember the day of our friendship when u have pasted on my blazer a piece of paper written "kick me" and you started kicking and i have complaint it to teacher haha and you were out from the classroom. I still remember the day when we use to fight in exams and i use to ask give me eraser or scale and you use to say ja nhi de rha and than after a min you use to give.. my caring friend..
You know what you still not able to express yourself what you use to feel.... its only the people who have to figure it out what happened to you... and in that case my sixth sense works hahaha..
Roadside romio a nickname that i have  given to you.. and you know what ur logai is still missing you..lol
I dont know after reading this you would get angry or not... bt i know tera gussa aj bhi mre pr nhi nikalta...oye gawar sunn khana kha lena plzzzzzzzz .. aur kisi aur ka gussa kisi aur pr mt nikala kr.. atleast khane pr toh nhi yaar.
Happy birthday once again.. aur haan mne uss year wish kiya ta fb pr check krle sachi ....and haan novel abhi bhi likhugi :) cya 

Anger is good

Anger is not bad enough shouting on people sometime is good yes but ask them sorry afterwards.
When i was talking to my friend today i asked him "you don't know how to show anger?"
He reply i know but i don't show my anger to the people who don't even want to change and i don't want to waste my energy on them.
so it means i am not going to change i ask
he said no i am not angry from you and now you are no more kid you are grown up.
i asked him so what is the punishment for grown up?
he reply we can make them understand.
It make me feel lost. I was thinking that when we use to kids we use to shout on people and show them anger, and after sometime we again starts to talk like nothing happened to us before, all normal.
But when you get mature enough you starts to not show your anger no shouting nothing at all it just a silence.., but someday that level of your patience goes high and once you end up talking just by saying i don't want it anymore. just making it a feel like silent dead.
I feel like why we can't show our anger why there is ego???????
If you have grown up than also we can fight on silly stupid things and make it clear . Just if you have grown up doesn't mean to grow up anger or ego. sometimes showing anger to people might be hurt for only few minutes but remaining silence will hurt you for life.
I don't know him exactly but today he has taught me one more lesson of life. Thank you ram for teaching me one more lesson of life "just show anger sometime is not bad enough" and thank you for also the lesson you have taught of expressing your views (kya pta KAL HO NA HO) .....
And in any relationship small bomb is good than the atom bomb to be blast... so go now and show anger to the people if you need its a better option than remain silence..  

happy new year

happy new year guys..finall one more year has gone and we have enter to a new year.
A new sunshine begins.
should we look back to the past year, i think it should not because it was the past.. but i think i should thank to the people who have made my past the best.. so going to be my present good.
There are many trips that i have made this year with friends, family,strangers.. haha
Some has taught me good lessons and from some i have learnt. All people come into the life for a specific purpose and the people who have walked away from my life also teach me a lesson "learn to walk alone"... walking alone is not bad enough because you always find yourself :)
i have made many memories with my friends. you tube channel savita, mansi unwanted people, chotu kaaju , pendrive moment with sidharth, chitransh and chinti, shivam high time, yashil naughty america,harshita eye contact,aman dream girlfrend,priyanka BTech corner, neha goodnight haha incredible and best moments of 2k15
There are lot of friends Divya all time shouting (divya dnt cry this year i already have ur 3videos of crying..),akash OCD,ankita sab aa gye , deepak 001 haha ,anuj raita ,vikalp naari, kavita pink specs ,mayank yo,kshitij,vinay ,ritu ,supriya, morena toshi. thanks to all making the college life good otherwise college sucks..
I found many seniors this year who are amazing shubham  tharki sir,vaibhav sir,mukul sir,chinmayi mam,sheetal mam, akash sir,veer sir. and one of my favourite vishwas sir chewing gum boy and mobile repairing sir haha (new year suru ho gya iss saal toh cube sikha do ....aur iss baar shubham sir bilkul disturb ni krege.. haha)
There are some caring people i found harsh bhaiya.
Someone have taught me this year to express your views ... kya pta "kal ho na ho" so thanku ram i wish we always remain forever freiends. If you haven't taught me this lesson to express yourself i am never going to write this blog.
thanks to some juniors, akash for helping in making the robo track haha nawabo ke seher...., shubham verma,sourav,bhumika,akansha.
Let the people be X whose name i have not mentioned so thanks them too to all X,Y,Z haha
You all people have came into my life for a specific reason and played your best role.
Tomorrow is the first blank page of a 365 page book. Write a good one.

Merry christmas..

Merry christmas to all....
Today is christmas, also can say red colour day haha
Jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way....till today i have learned only this line i bet you many of you also dnt know after this...
Christmas a festive of joy, rum cake, bear, wine, and gifts..
Today all are wishing me christmas and i am asking them the gift haha very funny..
I am thinking that might be santa may come and give me some gifts.. but i know there is no santa exist. I am also thinking why santa will give a gift is there anything that i have done good for others?
If i am not giving gift to others than why i am expecting...
Now i am thinking so why not to do something new this year and make others happy if i cant make any strangers happy than can start with the people we know...
So i targeted the people who cares me my siblings and some relatives who wants to know that i am going to complete my engineering and what i am going to do next? Haha caring relatives ..
I brought a new letter pad and going to write a letter to all my dear ones and bear ones... lol.. from some of them i have asked them their address too..
I hope by reading my letter they are going to smile and thinking there is some good relative also exist who cares for them..
Thinking to write a letter to friends also to whom i am no more talking with.. just start a new beginning of friendship with this new year...

MY craziness

I was reading about adventure sports and the people who are ready to accompany me... When i was reading about the adventure sports and scrolling to the images related i was feeling goose bumps... haha Thinking ki abhi yeh haal ha, jab try krugi tab kya hoga...hehe
I asked my sir, which sport he wanted to try and he said bunjee jumping and i googled all details related to it and i found the rishikesh is the best place in india to jump from... so we are going to try it next year from his first salary haha sir i will not let you go...
while today i was looking for another sport i found scuba diving most peaceful.. you are surrounded with fishes, corals, sharks and if you are good enough lucky than can share your experience after diving with whales too.. and i found one of my friend ready to accompany and he is also dying to try like me :) but the thing is i have to earn money for it although he is ready to pay mine now but i declined his offer and said these things i will try only from my money.... atleast first sport from my money.... (agar galti se marr bhi gaye toh kisi ka paise wapas toh nhi karne hoge) hahaha
When i was reading i found base jumping scored first position in dangerous adventure sports in world and scuba diving is at third....so now i am thinking about the percentage of my chances, how early i am going to die hahaha
I asked my father will you give me the permission to try bunjee jumping?
He said "NO"
If i would go through my money than ...?????
Start to earn money first, then i will think.. my father replied..
I politely argued to my dad "see papa, you also wanted to do para gliding in shimla and we both wanted to do river rafting in rishikesh but your wife has said no i mean my mom so after some time if i get married and if my husband have also said NO then i am gone MY LIFE will get over at that moment only....
I give my father another option okz when i will start to earn money we both will try some adventure sport and dont let mom come to know.... warna mera kch ni jayega aap hi ni kr apoge mein toh phr bhi krke rahugi try..
I have read somewhere " you are going to be young once only so do it now"....
I know my father will give me the permission and i will try it atleast once adventure sport.. but there are many people who just suicide so i will suggest him if you want to suicide than try these adventure sports,, if you find yourself safe after trying this than your wish of suicide will surely going to die....
and in my case my fear is going to die.. although i have no fear... YOU HAVE ONE LIFE JUST GO AHEAD..........