happy birthday

Happy birthday amaan.. may you live long. You get all success in your life.
I know you don't celebrate your birthday, but i hope you have enjoyed the day.
Amaan i can still write on you endlessly.. words may become less to define you..
You know what is the speciality about you is you can't speak lie.. I am amazed to see that tujhe aaj bhi jhut bolna nhi ata. haha.. han ab jarurat bhi nhi okz..
The best thing about you is you are loyal towards relations.
In seven years of friendship i have learn many thing from you and the best is not to expect from others..
you are the person whose life is mysterious... i use to think that yes i know about you almost but a sudden wave comes and it proves me wrong, and i found out yes there is more to know about him.. haha amaan really its true....
I still remember the day of our friendship when u have pasted on my blazer a piece of paper written "kick me" and you started kicking and i have complaint it to teacher haha and you were out from the classroom. I still remember the day when we use to fight in exams and i use to ask give me eraser or scale and you use to say ja nhi de rha and than after a min you use to give.. my caring friend..
You know what you still not able to express yourself what you use to feel.... its only the people who have to figure it out what happened to you... and in that case my sixth sense works hahaha..
Roadside romio a nickname that i have  given to you.. and you know what ur logai is still missing you..lol
I dont know after reading this you would get angry or not... bt i know tera gussa aj bhi mre pr nhi nikalta...oye gawar sunn khana kha lena plzzzzzzzz .. aur kisi aur ka gussa kisi aur pr mt nikala kr.. atleast khane pr toh nhi yaar.
Happy birthday once again.. aur haan mne uss year wish kiya ta fb pr check krle sachi ....and haan novel abhi bhi likhugi :) cya 

Anger is good

Anger is not bad enough shouting on people sometime is good yes but ask them sorry afterwards.
When i was talking to my friend today i asked him "you don't know how to show anger?"
He reply i know but i don't show my anger to the people who don't even want to change and i don't want to waste my energy on them.
so it means i am not going to change i ask
he said no i am not angry from you and now you are no more kid you are grown up.
i asked him so what is the punishment for grown up?
he reply we can make them understand.
It make me feel lost. I was thinking that when we use to kids we use to shout on people and show them anger, and after sometime we again starts to talk like nothing happened to us before, all normal.
But when you get mature enough you starts to not show your anger no shouting nothing at all it just a silence.., but someday that level of your patience goes high and once you end up talking just by saying i don't want it anymore. just making it a feel like silent dead.
I feel like why we can't show our anger why there is ego???????
If you have grown up than also we can fight on silly stupid things and make it clear . Just if you have grown up doesn't mean to grow up anger or ego. sometimes showing anger to people might be hurt for only few minutes but remaining silence will hurt you for life.
I don't know him exactly but today he has taught me one more lesson of life. Thank you ram for teaching me one more lesson of life "just show anger sometime is not bad enough" and thank you for also the lesson you have taught of expressing your views (kya pta KAL HO NA HO) .....
And in any relationship small bomb is good than the atom bomb to be blast... so go now and show anger to the people if you need its a better option than remain silence..