Suhana Mausam

AAj bhut baarish ho rhi hai gurgaon mein and mein apni desk par bethi hoon window se bahar dekh rhi jise dekh bus kuch purani yaade taaza ho gyi.. sayad 2 saal se nhi bheegi hoon baarish mein ajkl dekhne ko hi nhi milti aur jb bheegne jao baarish tbtk baarish hi band.. 

Office mein agal wagal ajeebo garib logo ko dekh kr kbhi kbhi daya aati aur aaj kuch jyada hi ki itna acha mausam ho rakha bicharo ko kaam karna padd ra aur aj toh extra thanks to delhi traffic and drainage jisne almost road block kr diya so sab office mein beth kar aur jyada kaam krege and increasing the productivity which is directly proportional to hike and promotions as this is the month of july. By the way aj hi ek  mail bhi aya hai sweets at my desk ka got promotion. Waise daya toh mujhe khud par bhi aa rhi ki itne ache mausam mein bhi bethi hoon yha khi ja nhi pa rhi ghumne.. 

Kitna change aa gya hai life mein school time mein baarish hoti thi toh school nhi jate thei college time mein baarish hui toh mass bunk karke ghumne nikal jate thei.. aur office time mein bus ek chai pine chle jate hai.. Ghumne jana bhi ho toh sick leave maarke khi nikl jao ya min 2 months pehle leave approval ka mail daalo ki hume leave chaiye leave..

Khair jane do ab baarish rukh gyi hai ap log ghar mein bethe ho pakore bhajiye ka luft lo aur mein chlti hoon meeting attend krne..

Yeh baarish bhi rukh jayegi..

yeh shaam bhi chli jayegi..

Bag pack karo aur nikal jao 

Yeh zindagi dobara nhi ayegi

Dear Papa

Dear papa,
I love you the more than anything else in the world. I am missing you and don't know the reason it's 1:27AM and I know you were sleeping that's why I'm not calling or may be the reason that you will think that I'm not happy here. I realized on 10th September when I have cried whole night just because I was missing you, I wanted to call you badly but I can't make out because I knew somewhere you will also started. I have seen that hidden tears in your eyes that day when first time I was coming to Gurgaon for job and that time you kissed on my forehead I wanted to hug you that time but that barrier had stopped me to do so. I know you also missed me a lot because it's me who ask to you ki kahi Khane chalte meko bhukh lg rahi at late night and it was me who use to say soda pine chalte paan khake aate, bike mein chlayugi. Mein hoon kaafi jiddi but theek hai maan bhi jati jaldi. Aj jab Ghar se Bahar hoon toh samajh ata Ghar kise kehte.. ap humesa ki Khana nhi Khana toh mat Khao bachat hogi but ap hi jgate thei ki Khana khao.. aj koi nhi puchta ki Khana khaya ya nhi so bus kha leti hoon ki agar galti se pucha ki Kya khaya toh Kya kahugi and I know ki ap Bina bole smjh jate... mein apki nhi bol payugi ki I love you but I love you more and mein chahti Hoon ki ek Baar hum sab log Kahi trip par chale please plan krlo na... miss u
Thank you for always being there with me. thank you bike chlana sikhane k liye and thank you for most important thing ki life mein chalna sikhane k liye...
And ap investment kum Kiya karo company ko duba dete.. luv u papa miss u.. 

nawabo k seher

finally I m going to Bhopal that too alone .. I'm so excited it's not because I'm going to meet my friends it's because one of my wish of traveling alone to some place and then hangout with ur friends is going to come true.
Bhopal nawabo ka seher.. although Bhopal is not my first time bt although I'm feeling good.
Sir u remember in one of my blog I have defined ur journey and this time it's mine and I think u should go out at new year bt yes I can't force u.
The journey is always fun. One person got to train and he want to go to nizamudin and he asked someone that this train is going to Delhi and people are so stupid he said yes to him and that person then ask later to other "Delhi kB ayega" then all said ki ulta ja Rahe ab wapas 600 km Jana then dad suggest him to take another train from Datia.
so now come back I'm in samta express as it is winter time so train is 2hr late and I'm sitting at window seat and out I can see the sunset . I can see the shadow of train ohh one train passed and u always thought ki samne wali train ki speed apne se jyada ha..
Thinking to stand on the gate of the train then thinking why to take risk as I can't write blog comfortably while standing ..
I don't know about Bhopal a lot but heard many things about it. I just want to see the dil of Bhopal.
I have read somewhere "agr kisi seher ko kareb se Janna ha toh uska local market, street food try karo" so now I'm going to try it's local flavour yes I will try paan too.. nawabo ke seher Jaa Rahe Hoon paan toh banta ha hehe u can say hooka bhi try karo bt no I hate it.
happy journey to me.. may I found some peace too up to my next journey atleast....

Bday girl have fun..

Happy birthday chamariya :P. live long, enjoy every moment of life to fullest.. All your dreams may come true.
So finally i am writing about you now smile.
From where should i start to write about, Is it from the day when i have read your diary without permission or from the day when i have said you movie dekhi ha kya "break k baad" or from some where else..
You are the most amazing, crazy, sensitive girl i have ever seen. Still remember jab school mein bajrang dal wale aaye thei and woh pathar feke ja rahe thei school building par and yha hum frends tujhe rokk rahe thei ki beta na ja ladai na kar aur lol kya moment tha..
Remeber the hyderabad trip.. sala sabse jyada ghumna apan ko hi hota and phr jo daat khayi and then rote hue dance krna haha
Tre baare mein kch bhi likh loon kum hi ha...
Today i'm able to write its just because of you. Your writings have always motivated me yes but not your english hehe.
Tere jaise pagal and daring girl ko ajtk ni dekha logo ko bhga bhi sakti ha hats off to you. You are so good by nature and loyal friend. Your best quality is you are loyal in every relationship and have strong will power.
  I still remember when you have said "mein humesa se hi mehkna chahti hoon".

I don't remember ki hum kitni khurafatii krte but we enjoy each and every moment and we make every moment.

But i never understand why u hate my sleep waisehi badi muskil se need ati and tu alag uthane aa jati..

Hum bhale hi 1-2 month tak baat na kare but we still know the bond of our friendship is stronger and chahe jitna bhi gussa krle ek dusre ko chamati kuti nalayak kch bhi bol le but hum whi kamine dost ha jo saath rahege.

I still remember ki bus ek dursre ki company enjoy k liye and saath mein maggi khane k liye tu stairs se gir bhi jati ha and phr meri jarurat hoti ha na ki doctor ki nalayak.. but i care for u more ..

You will always remain my forever maggi, aee sala song wali frend... luv u girl and miss u.. tre bina pagalpanti mein bhi pagalpan nhi...

And yes kuch kaam hum seedhe kar hi nhi sakte... all the best to u and your new bacha lol

stranger isn't strange!

hum time paas karne k liye kya kuch nhi krte. kabhi time paas ho bhi jata kabhi nhi bhi.

But sabse jyada problem aati time paas karne mein when u have to sit idle and wait for others or to travel alone by a train long journey ..

Is it that easy? May be if you have a smart phone and having 90% charge. But what if you have no mobile or have mobile but not that charge.

I always like to have to talk to strangers when i used to travel alone although it is very rare but still i can manage.

I remember, last to last week when i had gone with my brother for his exam and i have to wait for him till he come out exhausted.. hehe.. I was thinking there i have to wait for 3 hr what to do now.

But as you know India is a place where all social animal live and we find relations so easily no matter how aap kitne duur k ristedar ho. Beside me three peoples were talking and i was reading the book. After some time we all started to talk together.

Engineering life ka ek funda ha sabse baat karo jo na kare usse bhaad mein jane do..

so ap abhi job kar rahe i asked 

yes 

from which college he asked 

mits

 my brother is also in same college

(really duniya gol ha and bhut choti ha)

Then we talked a lot about engineering life to game of thrones from hostler life to fun day.Then my brother came and i say him a good bye.

But what if i haven't talk to the stranger. there is no more good memory added to my life and no new experience.

Sometimes talking to stranger refreshes your mood and you never know which stranger is going to be your future partner too.. haha

Really journey is long if you travel alone but its get easy if you find some stranger to walk along.
At present we talks lot but still strange to each other...
My name is Don and your
Mona darling
mona bulayu ya darling .... haha

Average life span

Yesterday i was talking to my sir and i asked sir " sir how you come to know that you want to do this job only of software developing".

He replied "just give me an answer ".

yes

What is the average life span of a people?

Around 60 year .

Yes, and if we consider people doing graduate they have the age around 20-22.

Yes

So it means ONE-THIRD of the life is already gone. And if you don't know till now what you are going to do, then its worth to live.

This is just the discussion we are doing but i found this is the priceless statement. If we talk about our country, India, it has a population of 1.252 billion people and among these, population of youth in India, is 365 million which is the world largest population of youth that too in India. Does this mean we should have to be feel proud like "yeah we are atleast first in something" if you think like this then its all crab and bullshit. With a huge population of India, have you ever recognize where you stand in this figure. Does you have ever thought of only what you are doing in life and what you want to do??

If we look ourselves we find out we have so much of our dreams to fulfill but we don't know exactly how to do it and from where to start. 

There are some who are confused till now what to do in life. 

If you recall yourself you will find out what you want to do in life and how you want to do. Just take a pen and a paper and write down the things that you want to do in life i'm sure you will then realize what is the things that are most important to you and when its need to be complete. 

Many people use to say i just want to earn money. It's OK all want to earn i would like to ask to them that after 20 year ok you want 2 crore in hand, do you ever make out the plan from where you are going to earn this amount of money. 

The imaginary world is too different then the practical life.  So just start to think what you want in life where you see yourself after 10 year or 5 year? And there is never too late until you are not going to start.

kaash...

kaash aisa hota.. kaash waisa hota.. kaash yeh hota hi nhi aur yeh kaash shabd kbhi zindagi mein aata hi nhi...

hum apni life mein kitni saari cheezo se bandhe hue ha, kitna kch life mein hum krna chahte kbhi yeh kbhi woh.. and life k har moment ko jeena chahte iss sharth pr ki dono muthi mein  sab kch ho..

sayad humne kabhi ek muthi se lena toh ek muthi se dena seekha hi nhi tha...

aksar yuhhi hum bethe bethe past mein chle jate and sochte ki kash aisa hua nhi hota kash woh pal nhi aya hi nhi hota... uss kaash mein bhi hum kitni aashayein dekhte... kaash yeh pal thum jaye...kaash uss pal ko mein dobara jee loon.. and kaash woh pal kabhi aata hi nhi...

kyu hum uss kaash k baare mein itna sochte jo ho gya, jise hum change nhi kr sakte... kyu hum humesa uss past mein jeete jisme kabhi khuch nhi hota ....

kaash kaash krte hue sayad yeh pal bhi chla jaye .. use pehle ki ap again kaash karo better ki humesa khud se kaho ki yess mne yeh bhi krliya wajeh uske ki kaash aisa na hua hota...

zindagi ha, bhut kaash dhikhayegi isse acha aap kuch zindagi ko dhikhado...

-aakar yuhh mujhse puchti meri taqdeer bta kya likhu usme mne muskrakr kha jo likha ha mita de hum apni taqdeer khud bnana seekh gye ha.....