Terror of God

What will happen if on the one we belief will become a terrorist or say create a terror? Have you ever imagined the terror of God? Do ever thought that god can also create terror? You all are thinking that I'm insane.. what the hell I'm writing but have you ever thought that you all are worshipping the god only because of terror. Let me give you some facts related to it.

You all are worshipping god in somehow directly or indirectly. Consider the case here of direct ones. Let's talk about hindu religion we use to say 33 crore devi devta, in that you go to some temple. Let's talk of some famous temple "vaishno devi" one of the teerthistal, and from there at some height is the temple of  bhairo baba and what people use to say that if you don't go to bhairo baba temple and only go to vaishno devi temple then your wish doesn't come true. Do you think that god will consider that ki nahi ap humare yha bhi aao warna hum apse baat nhi krege yeh toh whi baat hui ki shaadi mein gye aur pure time fufaji ko mnate rahe.

Let's take another example take of any temple of Lord Ram, you will find the statue of lord sita lord lakshman with them. Take an example of Lord Shiva you will find the statue of lord nandi lord ganesh lord karthike, and if you don't pray to all then you will get sin. It's like buy one get one offer if you believe in one then you have to believe in all.

It's not in hindu religion only it's in all go in Ajmer sharif dargah, people say at least give 500 note to god go for big chadar what god is doing with that money and if god need the money then why you are asking him again for money it's like today god is poor he needs money and other day you need money and you are asking him with interest.

Don't believe in anything just because people saying or ant sant saying just believe in yourself if someday god just start to come at your home then you will start to shut your door like some relatives use to come. Believe but not disbelieve. God never create terror in you its you only who creates the terror in name of god. 

First trek Triund

Working from last one year in MNC. It's not easy to go with the flow. You have to take a round trips to almost weekend so you can start your work from Monday mornings and keep that energy save for next weekend. I'm living in Gurgaon came 4june2017 from my hometown. I still have that homesickness but yes I have overcome a lot only by traveling and exploring.
When the third weekend came after settling my some of the stuff and finding a new place to live in have started my very first journey. A trip to Mcleodganj, Triund Trek. The place has scenic views just giving a calm to your eyes and your mind.
I started my journey after Friday office going back to Noida from Gurgaon at my cousin's place. And from there we have to head with some of his office colleagues to maju kaTeelaa from where we get the bus. The trip started with most of its amazing views and by morning 11 we reached Dharamshala. And after one more hour, we are at mcleodganj. Looking kids going to school. Sellers selling fruits and corns. Many more tourists bike riders group it's just making more enthusiast what this place has more to show. We stayed at the hotel and view from hotel amazing. I can see the mountain covered with clouds and see the top where we have to go tomorrow for trekking. I sat in the balcony and found some time with me.
After taking a shower we all headed for sight seeings. We started with a famous waterfall bhagsunag and next headed to shiva's cafe. And after exploring to local market we get back to our rooms and the party began.
The next morning at 6 we were out at balcony as one don't want to miss the sunrise. And by 7 we all were ready as we need to catch our guide for the triund trek. By 8 the journey begins. The first 3 km its literally hard then at some point you will try to give up. But after the check point, the trail is easy. You can see the nature playing around. Suddenly you see the fog and within sec there is nothing. You can also surround with Unexpected waterfall but you will find some maggie point which you want to have @50rs but at a time it worth and you will know the reason why once you go there. When i reached the top i found the journey the path that I took it's worth. My eyes was wide open and it was like is all this real, but yes it was. After calming myself from the excitment I took out a pen and paper and wrote one thing "It's just started, many more to come".
We stayed in camp under the stars, sky. Crazy people moving around you, playing their sound tracks and there you get some time for yourself just capturing all single moments not from the camera but from heart too.
Next day we came down from the hill and after taking lunch and exploring to some more shops and finding some monks at dalailama monastery. We took the bus back and headed back to delhi. It's Monday morning, again back to the office.
More you travel more you find yourself. Ready for the next trip. Go ahead it's never too late.

At base camp after all treking

Colorful camps

Khachar to carry loads

View from balcony

Nature at its glimpse

One with Monk

Me

One with temple

You have to save yourself from rain and wants look cute.

Mandatory maggie at evvery top of hill

Monastery at mcleodganj

Happy Teacher's Day

Happy Teacher's day to all for teaching directly or indirectly the most important lessons of life and making it easy to live happily.
Starting from family for teaching that no matter what ups n down come into your life we are always with you and you can do it.
All school teachers and one of my favourite chemistry teacher Ajita mam and and Nazim sir for his "2 shabd".. School days are always precious no matter how much you grow up.
There are some teachers because of them our life has some precious memorable moments and some weird moments but now when you look at past it seems all funny. Thanks to Fr. Joseph.
Thanks to my best friend for teaching me life biggest lesson "Never expect anything from others, the more you expect more it hurts".
I don't have remember any teacher from college expect "UPS" uday pratap singh because of his teaching and scolding me "aj phir late ayi ho papa bhi late aye hoge " and "Chota don urf D.K mishra sir".. I know that you should respect teachers and don't give this stupid name but we still respect you sir.
But i got some good mentors from college one of the best thing happen in college. My favourite senior Vishwas sir because of him I'm living happily in delhi his words "Agar tu delhi mein reh legi phr kahi bhi reh sakti". And thank you for tolerating my sometimes stupid ideas and thanks for guiding me and motivating me on mondays.
Thanks to my office colleagues Abhishek and Anshul for helping me and guiding me how to tackle with manager and Team lead and saving me from doing more stupidity. And site friend Karthik who always save me and helps me "screen show ho rhi na".
Thanks to relative for not trusting me i guess because of them i accepted challenge and now I'm here.
A special thanks to all cousins who guided and shared their experiences Gyanu, Pali di, Piyush, Lucky bhai.
A special thanks to Ram for always being there with me supporting and trusting on me that yes I'm doing good and can do best.
Thanks to Divya for giving me make-up tips and special thanks to shweta for singing with me love you zindagi and saying yes all thing gonna be good. 
Last but not least Savita for helping me to improve my english but it wont't i guess and for being with me its good that i had read your diary that day.
Thanks to life for giving me best experiences and best people.

Chocos at my desk

Working in MNC and Chocs at my desk is so common like using your common sense. Yes we don't need any reason. Past one year working in amdocs just every second day getting the mail. Please pass by desk and have some sweets.
No matter what, sweets are compulsory whether you want or not. Occasion you are getting promotion, mata raani ka prasad, baba bholenath k darshan, Got engaged, shaadi ho gyi, bacha ho gya sweets khalo sometimes i think that someday there will be sweets at my desk mail for occasion someone is dead.
Sometimes here you don't even need the reason for giving sweets just say "Bhai ka mann". Coming from home is also the reason for sweets seriously doesn't even making some sense. And people also distribute sweets because of some other person like sweets at my desk occasion Sister's marriage occasion mama ban gya, massi ban gyi..
No matter you want to give sweets to people or not sometimes we have the occasion too for sweets and we say ki cut gya aj tera because you don't want to entertain people with chocos and with some stupid reason that congratulations you have spend one year and many more to come or purchased new car now think first you buy car then you are giving chocolate and you know that you don't have the petrol to go back to home and the car that you purchased is from monthly EMI..
 But I found something good too sharing and caring, sharing and bonding the more you share the more people you have at lunch.
The best reason of sweet @my desk here is, back from site.
By the way competition is here also tough if someone is bringing rasmalai then you have to milk cake and then kaju barfi and with that you have to bring namkeen too as there are many health consious people and you can't be partial with them.
Sometimes I think if people don't share these little happiness with others then there will be no more happiness in campus and its so boring to see people dull face just because of monday.
By the way its tuesday please have some chocolates @desk 1B-071 occasion of writing this blog.

Suhana Mausam

AAj bhut baarish ho rhi hai gurgaon mein and mein apni desk par bethi hoon window se bahar dekh rhi jise dekh bus kuch purani yaade taaza ho gyi.. sayad 2 saal se nhi bheegi hoon baarish mein ajkl dekhne ko hi nhi milti aur jb bheegne jao baarish tbtk baarish hi band.. 

Office mein agal wagal ajeebo garib logo ko dekh kr kbhi kbhi daya aati aur aaj kuch jyada hi ki itna acha mausam ho rakha bicharo ko kaam karna padd ra aur aj toh extra thanks to delhi traffic and drainage jisne almost road block kr diya so sab office mein beth kar aur jyada kaam krege and increasing the productivity which is directly proportional to hike and promotions as this is the month of july. By the way aj hi ek  mail bhi aya hai sweets at my desk ka got promotion. Waise daya toh mujhe khud par bhi aa rhi ki itne ache mausam mein bhi bethi hoon yha khi ja nhi pa rhi ghumne.. 

Kitna change aa gya hai life mein school time mein baarish hoti thi toh school nhi jate thei college time mein baarish hui toh mass bunk karke ghumne nikal jate thei.. aur office time mein bus ek chai pine chle jate hai.. Ghumne jana bhi ho toh sick leave maarke khi nikl jao ya min 2 months pehle leave approval ka mail daalo ki hume leave chaiye leave..

Khair jane do ab baarish rukh gyi hai ap log ghar mein bethe ho pakore bhajiye ka luft lo aur mein chlti hoon meeting attend krne..

Yeh baarish bhi rukh jayegi..

yeh shaam bhi chli jayegi..

Bag pack karo aur nikal jao 

Yeh zindagi dobara nhi ayegi

Dear Papa

Dear papa,
I love you the more than anything else in the world. I am missing you and don't know the reason it's 1:27AM and I know you were sleeping that's why I'm not calling or may be the reason that you will think that I'm not happy here. I realized on 10th September when I have cried whole night just because I was missing you, I wanted to call you badly but I can't make out because I knew somewhere you will also started. I have seen that hidden tears in your eyes that day when first time I was coming to Gurgaon for job and that time you kissed on my forehead I wanted to hug you that time but that barrier had stopped me to do so. I know you also missed me a lot because it's me who ask to you ki kahi Khane chalte meko bhukh lg rahi at late night and it was me who use to say soda pine chalte paan khake aate, bike mein chlayugi. Mein hoon kaafi jiddi but theek hai maan bhi jati jaldi. Aj jab Ghar se Bahar hoon toh samajh ata Ghar kise kehte.. ap humesa ki Khana nhi Khana toh mat Khao bachat hogi but ap hi jgate thei ki Khana khao.. aj koi nhi puchta ki Khana khaya ya nhi so bus kha leti hoon ki agar galti se pucha ki Kya khaya toh Kya kahugi and I know ki ap Bina bole smjh jate... mein apki nhi bol payugi ki I love you but I love you more and mein chahti Hoon ki ek Baar hum sab log Kahi trip par chale please plan krlo na... miss u
Thank you for always being there with me. thank you bike chlana sikhane k liye and thank you for most important thing ki life mein chalna sikhane k liye...
And ap investment kum Kiya karo company ko duba dete.. luv u papa miss u.. 

nawabo k seher

finally I m going to Bhopal that too alone .. I'm so excited it's not because I'm going to meet my friends it's because one of my wish of traveling alone to some place and then hangout with ur friends is going to come true.
Bhopal nawabo ka seher.. although Bhopal is not my first time bt although I'm feeling good.
Sir u remember in one of my blog I have defined ur journey and this time it's mine and I think u should go out at new year bt yes I can't force u.
The journey is always fun. One person got to train and he want to go to nizamudin and he asked someone that this train is going to Delhi and people are so stupid he said yes to him and that person then ask later to other "Delhi kB ayega" then all said ki ulta ja Rahe ab wapas 600 km Jana then dad suggest him to take another train from Datia.
so now come back I'm in samta express as it is winter time so train is 2hr late and I'm sitting at window seat and out I can see the sunset . I can see the shadow of train ohh one train passed and u always thought ki samne wali train ki speed apne se jyada ha..
Thinking to stand on the gate of the train then thinking why to take risk as I can't write blog comfortably while standing ..
I don't know about Bhopal a lot but heard many things about it. I just want to see the dil of Bhopal.
I have read somewhere "agr kisi seher ko kareb se Janna ha toh uska local market, street food try karo" so now I'm going to try it's local flavour yes I will try paan too.. nawabo ke seher Jaa Rahe Hoon paan toh banta ha hehe u can say hooka bhi try karo bt no I hate it.
happy journey to me.. may I found some peace too up to my next journey atleast....